(Well, sorta...it also makes my brain hurt. ALOT. But in that sorta....uh...for a lack of better word....hooah sorta way.)
More work to be done. Homework this weekend. Homework? I'm supposed to have summer off? Whatever. I don't care anymore. I know the teacher was like all "are you having fun yet?" sometimes before he'd look at what I was doing- I guess I had a serious expression on my face or something.
Fun? What the hell is that? I dunno. Call me crazy...but I really don't give a shit about fun anymore. I'm sick of being on the bottom (or close to it-although I AM in a world of hotshots anyways)....I want some freaking respect, and if I have to give myself arthritis in the process, then so be it. FUN. Is working your ass off. Or it's all I know in this world. I stay in my room. I draw and do homework. I go on my computer. Maybe every blue moon I have a social life. Add drinking in liberal amounts, especially after my birthday in October. Huh.
I dunno. Sometimes I can't see what the hell I work for anymore. Oh well.
Anyways...I kinda feel like drawing some more so we'll see what comes out tonight. Sleep may or may not eventually. I hold it in such little regards, this "sleep" thing....
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